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Name: Jessica
Gender: Female


Interests: Ummm... I like to listen to music, dance, making people laugh, hanging out with my friend sarah,talking to matt on the phone, going to the mall and look at "shirts", eating, sleeping, but mostly having fun!
Expertise: Making people laugh, getting good grades, checking out guys, and I know how to always have a great time
Occupation: Student


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MSN: jessica@amindio.com


Member Since: 8/2/2004

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Tuesday, March 24, 2009

can't sleep

I haven't written on this thing for ages. I was such a different person back then. I can tell by the way I thought and I way I expressed myself. I guess im back for one reason. I miss just writing about what is on my mind. Its almost midnight and I can't sleep. I tried going to my boyfriends house and hope to relax there but I only could think of all the things that were bothering me. I know their little things and are no biggy but yet they keep bothering me. One is I have jury duty tomorrow at 8 am in Los Angeles. I already know that waking up is not going to be easy. Then my brother starts at a new school tomorrow and so I decided to take him to get a hair cut. What I didn't have in mind was to have his hair cut so short. He practically looks bald kinda like my dad considers a "cholo". My brother seemed like he liked it but even though I acted like it looked great, i only lied to him. I feel bad. I regret taking him. I hope he gets accepted and people see him as just another normal kid. I really do care about my brother. I know a lot of people don't see him as "normal" but if only people got to know him. He's really a nice and smart young guy. I wish him the best tomorrow. Good luck Kevin. Well, enough for me. I'm still not tired and im getting kinda hungry now. I guess ill go read my business law good and hope that puts me to sleep. How exciting huh. haha. Well good night everyone.


Sunday, May 08, 2005

Currently Playing
Let It Enfold You [Bonus DVD]
By Senses Fail
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Why does love have to be so hard? Why can't people just be happy with what they have? Why do people enjoy seeing other people getting hurt? Why do we lie and cheat? Why can't we just love on person? Why do I feel pain when i was never hurt? Why does life have to be so hard? Why does my heart say i love him but my head said i don't? why why why..there's just some things that have no answer and just have to live with it.


Saturday, April 30, 2005

Have u notice that the people that are always happy are the once that have the most problems. All they are doing is hiding their feelings. Outside they look like there is nothing wrong but inside they are messed up. At school they are one person and at home their another. Why do they do that? it's becasue they don't want the people to know how they feel. They feel that if other people find out they will end up hurting them. They rather keep it all inside were it's safe than spreading it out where it can affect people. If crying, cutting ,screaming doesn't help, what does? What makes u forget of all the stuff u wish never happend? So many questions.


Saturday, April 16, 2005

Currently Playing
Final Straw
By Snow Patrol
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Yesteday was my birthday party...I had so much fun.. Thanks to all of my friedns i had the greates time in my life. I didn't expect it to be so much fun but it was.! Thanks friends....I got to dance "Candy Shop".yah!!! Man i dance until i couldn't dance anymore..I was so tired when i got home ..i just opened my gifts and went directly to bed..wow..it was awsome..Thanks again for making my party rock! 


Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Tomorrow is my Birthday!!..yay!..and friday is my party..Super Yeah!!! ..woohoo!!



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